Today I woke up with an extremely strong urge to text someone I shouldn’t.
Because I kept thinking about how I could let go of something so beautiful and meaningful from my life.
My judgment was cloudy cause at the same time I also wanted to stick by my decision to not have them in my life.
I knew what I had to do. Write.
As I was writing, I realized I have a tendency of seeing what it could’ve been instead of seeing what it actually was.
Everytime I convince myself of why I should’ve been with them, I remind myself of why I broke off in the first place.
I think these are the very moments in life that are meant to test you. These moments don’t care if you’re vulnerable or not. They only see if you’ll make the right decision despite your condition.
Aesthete 